Coding

I've been looking into coding. I find it pretty hard to customize my blog so I was thinking of learning so I can make my own template.  I'd rather do that than pay for one. I also would like to learn to teach my little one. He's one tomorrow or today actually since its  2am. But, I'm excited to teach him as soon as he's able. He can say my name, abuela (which I just heard him say yesterday the 26th), my sister's names and off. He parrots people occasionally. He's known how to walk since 9 months and has been crawling since the 17th of July. and got his first teeth(bottom ones) on the 14th they finally poked out. Funny, how I can remember that but I can't remember when he learned to walk. His first real word and phrase was "bad baby". I jokingly said bad baby to my niece and popped her leg and he copied me. This was at 9 months I think maybe 8.

Any way, the point of the post was to say that I do plan on fixing up my blog so it's more pleasing to look at. I care about aesthetics.
Also, I'm currently planning his party because unfortunately it can't be today because everyone works and it's a school day. It is going to be on the 5th I may push it back another week or two. I don't want to. I'm still considering though. What to do what to do? I'd like it to be really nice.

I'd like to mention that sometimes I will switch the subject then go back to talking about the previous subject and do this back and forth. Sorry, if this bothers anyone or is confusing. I actually will omit a word or phrase even when proofreading I'll miss the mistake. My mind just fills the blank until I read it again with a fresh pair of eyes and realize my mistake. Just go with it.

a year ago

It's been a year and a month since moving back home. I still feel sad for leaving my friends. It's odd to think I've moved back and I was thinking I'd see my friends who lived in my home state but as being a new mother. I haven't prioritized it at all. At first I ran into a few old friends around town and we talked about hanging out but it's been months and nothing. It may have to do with the fact that I don't have a phone and not driving but I tried once and it didn't pan out. I've always been a homebody and slightly anti-social but lately I've been missing my friends.  I figured I would be overjoyed to spend time with old best friends since we kept in touch over the 3 years I was living in Oregon but nah. I haven't spoken to any of them but for a handful of times since being back. I actually haven't spoken to one friend at all even though I'd still consider her best friend. Sometimes, I suck about that I'm sure a few people could relate. I'm a going to be a lot more proactive about. In honesty I miss my friends I made from college I've spoken to them a lot more. Not enough I think but I find myself thinking that they don't want to talk to me cause well I'm a mother now while they still go to college parties and I'm basically a stay at home mom. I can't begin to thank my mother and sisters for supporting me.

Will be going now as my room is a mess and my son walking and grabbing clothes and throwing it everywhere doesn't help.